Disappearance - Unlucky Lyrics

Has nothing changed
Has nothing changed
Or will I always be
Always be like you

Because I'm lost I'm found
My thoughts surround
Ways I could finally hurt you

Because I've been here before
I've opened the door
Please, after all we've been though

Did you really think the people you control would really rather
Be out your life then by your side like your some f*cking savior

Bow down to me or I will see you suffer
I will see you suffer

I know
That none of this really matters
I know
That my eyes are still blackened

It's been f*cking years since I've spoken your name
I thought time would fix this but I still feel the same

No I will not take the blame
For everything you left from this pain
No I will not say your name
All of the scars you left have made me insane

You'll never know how it makes me feel
When you use your words to tie up my noose
You'll never know, you'll never know

To feel
Abandoned, by those who say they really care
To feel
Your traction, slip away in the sight of your icy stare

Somethings crawling in my skin
Somethings happening I'll end your sin
Somethings crawling in my skin
Somethings happening I'll end your sin

No will not take the blame for everything you left
Because I'm lost I'm found my thoughts surround way I could finally hurt you

No I will not be insane
Now I will close my eyes and turn away
No I will not use my words in vain
I'll cleanse the memory of you from my brain

From my brain

I don't need this anymore
I don't feed this anymore
Thank you for the time wasted
13 years I've held this hatred