Disguises - 21 Lyrics

I count to ten and let it out to the world
Far from the drawing board of gossip and girls
I lay my fingerprints all over the board
We're all suspects come to settle the score
I'm twenty-one and I know just what I need
A willing victim and contagious disease
I think I'm somewhere getting lost in the sand
But you'll never understand

I'm fire
I'm dead and gone
I'll beat this
I'm bruised
Cold shoulders don't seem to help
No one can save me but myself

You'll let me know if I'm a stain in your eyes
A tour through the greatest days of our lives
I think I'm slowly getting just out of hand
And I hope you can understand

I'm fire
I'm dead and gone
I'll beat this
I'm bruised and raw
Cold shoulders don't seem to help
No one can save me but myself
Faded, I'm standing here
So clearly, so insincere
I'm stupid, too far from help
No one can save me but myself