Disguises - Today's the Day I Get My Life Together Lyrics

Today's the day I get my life together
I'm gonna live outside the walls of my skin
I know the clothes I have were made for different weather
I gotta get it through my brain, nobody's thriving without pain
Strangers say it's worse before it's better
Mother insisted that she went through it too
If you're coming to me then we're just two birds of a feather
Every day's the same, silence doused in shame

No matter how I feel when all is said and done
I'll take hold of the wheel and fly us straight into the sun
Illusion's breaking down, you're caged before you're free
My life will never change because the change starts with me

Today's the day I get my life together
I'm gonna paint outside the lines of my frame
And if it's easier on you I can shut up and hide the truth
I would do anything to clear my name

No matter how I feel when all is said and done
I'll take hold of the wheel and fly us straight into the sun
Illusion's breaking down, you're caged before you're free
My life will never change because the change starts with me
I'll fake another smile, I'll take a different tone
I'll make another bed, won't let them break into my home
My world's crumbling down, was blind but now I see
I'm holding onto hope, because the change starts with me

Another place, another time
Another song, another rhyme
In every state I'll ever be
I can't escape, this ghost is following me
This ghost is following me
This ghost is following me
This ghost is following me
This ghost is fol