I can't be what you want from me
Lonely is this life I concede
No more I don't want to see
Take it all away from me
Deny, nothing is real
Just leave me be
Pain is mine and this I'll own
My struggle is to overcome
Distrust, everything I see
Don't want it, get away from me
Distort all reality
Wont you leave me alone
How many times will I endure
The wave comes over me
I won't be yours
How many times, the thought remains
How many times, can I break away
Painis my saving grace
Painthe pain that I embrace
Painit lets me know I'm alive
Pain is divine