I'm Not Okay Video (MV)

Sleepless nights and darkened days
Prayed for love in a world of hate
I try I try I try I try
Broken soul with a smile on my face
The smile I show is to hide my pain
I cry alone
They ask me what is wrong and I say
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
No no no no

The pain that I'm feeling unbearable
The way that I'm feeling is terrible
I can't never figure out the formula to life I think I missed a variable
Feel like a lesson was learned through my strife like my life was meant to be a parable
I don't understand it
I don't understand it
How the person that you love be the one to go and do you damage
I guess that's why I never trust
I guess that's why I never rush into love
Too afraid of being crushed
Been hurt one too many times I don't think I can take another cut
My emotions what I hide
Take a walk into my mind and see why I contemplate suicide
Say that's not me well who am I
According to you I'm a lost soul
So it's only right that I lost hope
When I was hurting you was all ghost
Now you wanna care when my heart gone
Where was you at when I was in my room crying alone
Where was you at when I had the chrome to my dome thinking about ending it all
Thinking bout ending it all
Where was you at when I needed somebody to call
You was no where to be found
I'm itching too pull the trigger but then everything stalls
The only thing I can recall

Sleepless nights and darkened days
Prayed for love in a world of hate
I try I try I try I try
Broken soul with a smile on my face
The smile I show is to hide my pain
I cry alone
They ask me what is wrong and I say
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm okay, but I'm not okay
No no no no