Home Video (MV)

I know I don't love myself anymore
Everyday I'm always sitting all alone
Wasting time, got nobody on my phone
Too much debt on myself, paying no loans
But I know, I'll like myself very soon
Once every darkness that I'm going thru
Just leaves and I'm stuck close next to you
So please, Betin, let me love you
It's time, let me speak my truth
Ever since college, I've been feeling blue
It's so true, I'ma damn fool
Always chasing things without a damn clue
It's all me, it's only me, I don't wanna talk, screw my feelings
That's what I've been citing in every piece
Never trying to giving myself inner peace
I know I don't love myself anymore
Everyday I'm always sitting all alone
Wasting time, got nobody on my phone
Too much debt on myself, paying no loans
But I know, I'll like myself very soon
Once every darkness that I'm going thru
Just leaves and I'm stuck close next to you
So please, Betin, let me love you
Let me love you
Nitpicking every single little thing I do wrong
Just never wanting to admit the things I do love
Like loving family and video games that I play on
And making music, and singing on my brand new songs
You want it, I lost it, it happens, it's my fault
Uncharted, not wanted, but listen, it's all wrong
Departed, lethargic, forgot it's dusk till dawn
Forgotten, I'm locked in with chains like King Kong
But I get it tho, not here anymore
Not invincible, not incredible
My mind already knows, without your tone, I'm stuck alone
Bringing it out, trying to figure me out, making me shout
Stuck in the house, trapped like a mouse
Making me pout, I can't get out
But I know that I'll change, it's so true
I can see the good things in you, yeah
But life goes on, send some love
You're enough, that's enough
Know it's tough and life is f*cked
But you are loved, hearts are touched
That's why I am singing so vivid
My self been missing all my lessons
But I know I got the make
But I absorb all of the hate
That I create every single day
Finally, I get to say
I know I don't love myself anymore
Everyday I'm always sitting all alone
Wasting time, got nobody on my phone
Too much debt on myself, paying no loans
But I know, I'll like myself very soon
Once every darkness that I'm going thru
Just leaves and I'm stuck close next to you
So please, Betin, let me love you
I know I don't love myself anymore
Everyday I'm always sitting all alone
Wasting time, got nobody on my phone
Too much debt on myself, paying no loans
But I know, I'll like myself very soon
Once every darkness that I'm going thru
Just leaves and I'm stuck close next to you
So please, Betin, let me love you
Let me love you