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I can't even float but you expecting me to fly
I don't even smoke but I got redness in my eyes
I don't have the answers but I'm asking where and why
I'm so f*cking tired but I know I gotta try

I can't even float but you expecting me to fly
I don't even smoke but I got redness in my eyes
I don't have the answers but I'm asking where and why
I'm so f*cking tired but I know I gotta try

I try and I try and I try again
Sleeping feel like I'm on Vicodin
Sober as ever but tired as hell
Nodding off either I'm sleeping
Or stuck in a dream maybe I am not trying foreal
Not in the slightest my sight is the finest
I'm feeling like Midas I might just ignite it
The passion is silver but turn into gold
It's cold at the top but it's burning below
The current is strong but I'm taking alternative flows
Phantom at night so I'm pulling up ghost
Banner so I might just turn into hulk
Green like it's Kermit the currency folds
Run little spirit don't step on the soul
The one that is living for anything other than you is the one that is hurting the most

I can't even float but you expecting me to fly
I don't even smoke but I got redness in my eyes
I don't have the answers but I'm asking where and why
I'm so f*cking tired but I know I gotta try

I can't even float but you expecting me to fly
I don't even smoke but I got redness in my eyes
I don't have the answers but I'm asking where and why
I'm so f*cking tired but I know I gotta try

I know it's hard to try
Never had wings so it's hard to fly
Angels and demons they fighting for freedom
The devil is watching I'm dying to meet him
Dying to tell him that I don't believe him
Dying to understand what is the reason I'm dying inside
I'mma swallow my pride ill admit it that I am the reason for what I've been feeling
I know what the deal is
The truth is a weapon it's hard to conceal it
Pain is a lesson but what is it teaching me
Love and affection is something so easily lost
Look at the scenery what are they feeding me
Either I exit or exit a piece of me
I been so negligent
Mind and my body and spirit there's 3 of me shit
Asking me questions I'm pleading the 5th
I am not living I only exist
But I wanna be living not only exist
Only one life I'm protecting my energy
Why am I living like I don't see anything
Why am I stuck in the past like I live in my memories
Running from everything
Running from thoughts that i think like they're enemies
I need an energy shift
Said I have to pay a price but who the f*ck is charging me
You gone have to shoot me down I'm comfortable like Carter 3
I just wanna be myself it's genuinely hard to breath
It's hard to be so genuine when generally I'm not me

I can't even float but you expecting me to fly
I don't even smoke but I got redness in my eyes
I don't have the answers but I'm asking where and why
I'm so f*cking tired but I know I gotta try

I can't even float but you expecting me to fly
I don't even smoke but I got redness in my eyes
I don't have the answers but I'm asking where and why
I'm so f*cking tired but I know I gotta try