Doechii - DENIAL IS A RIVER Lyrics

Hey, I thought it was all over
What's up, Doechii?
Hey, girl
You know, it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat?
Has it really?
Probably since like, your last EP, 'All The Places You'll Go'
Oh, wow, it's been a minute (yeah)
I've been gettin' some calls, we're all a little bit worried about you
Not worried, okay
And I know that was kinda the outlet for you, so
You were
Why don't you just tell me what's been goin' on?
Okay

Remember old dude from 2019?
Nice clean nigga did me dirtier than laundry (than laundry)
Took a scroll through his IG
Just to get a DM from his wifey?
I was so confused, what should Doechii do?
She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout Sue
I opened up the messages and had to hit the zoom
Turns out the girl was really a dude? (Goddamn)
Nigga think he slicked back 'til I slipped back
Got my lick back, turned a nigga to a nick-nack (to a nick nack)
I moved on, dropped a couple of songs
And then I went and got signed, that was 2021

Okay, I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity
For us to just take a second and kind of unpack what's happened to you
You know, this guy cheated on you and-
Mm, nah, f*ck it

Platinum record this, bible record that
I'm makin' so much money, I'm all over the 'net
I'm movin' so fast, no time to process
And no, I'm not in a gang but I'm always on set
This watch, drip drop, label want the TikToks
Now I'm makin' TikTok music, what the f*ck?
I need a cleanse, need a detox
But we ain't got time to stop, the charts needs us (and they do)
Fast forward me, 2023
I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' monty
My grass' really green and

Honestly, I can't even f*cking cap no more
This is a really dark time for me
I'm goin' through a lot
By a lot, you mean drugs?
Umm, I wouldn't
Drugs?
No, it's a (no) it's a natural point
No, I'm not judgin'
I'm not an addict
I'm just sayin'
I don't think
Wanna talk about it?
Uh

I mean, f*ck, I like pills, I like drugs
I like gettin' money
I like strippers, I like to f*ck
I like day drinkin' and day parties in Hollywood
I like doin' Hollywood shit and snortin' pollywood
What can I say? This shit works, it feels good
Than my self-worth's at an all time low
And just when it couldn't get worse
My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I own
Whoopsie, made an oopsie
One hundred thousand dollar oops made me loopy
I ain't a killer but don't push me
Don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soupy

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Rurr
Okay, Doechii, we don't wanna revert back into our old ways
Sorry, okay
So, we're gonna try a breathin' exercise, okay?
Alright, word
When I breath, you breath
Okay
Alright? Let's go
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