My names doechii wit two "I"s
I feel anxious when I'm high
Teachers say I talk too much
Momma say ion talk enough
In the dark I'm like a torch
From the hood I hop the porch
I don't bang or slang on gang
But my dada keep them thangs
Speak up speak up speak up speak
I get alittle violent when I play the game of tag
I get alittle quiet when I'm thinking bout the bag
I slob when I sleep and I wake up with a drag
Im pulling out my teeth so I wake up to the cash
This is who I am from the back to the front
I never had to pay for my school house lunch
My momma used stamps when she needa little help
But c nigga made due wit da cards been dealt
I try to act smart cuz I want a lot of friends
I never really went with the flow of the trends
I think I like girls but I think I like men
Doechii is a dick, I never fit in
Overly cocky I'm hyper-ambitious
Me me me me bitch I'm narcanastistic
I am a black girl who beat the statistic
F*ck the opinions and all the logistics
Speak up speak up speak up speak up speak
Im all alone on the deep dark web
Me and my phone in this Queen size bed
I'm looking at my pillow my pillow look back at me
My thumb is over the screen the other is in my jeans
It Took a second to soak
My Fingers inside my throat
I paused and then I choked
To think about it some more
Connection is moving slow
My brightness is on the low
Im Reaching for the remote
Then my momma buss through the door
Doechii Doechii Doechii
You forgot to take the chicken out
I F*ck with Junie B.
Barbra was my idol
Had to wear my attitude to every dance recital
In my black Taylor chucks the ones that laced up to my thighs
Lisa Frank lipstick on my eyes
Weird girl activity
Black bitch nativity
Spy girl erotica
Bucket hat from nautica
Clot throbbing I start sobbing watching Narnia
I been winning trophies since fear factor
I was earning metals the same grade you basic bitches learned how to use protractors
Foot been on they necks before chiropractor
But I gave all the game boys cooties
Most of y'all are the type of kids I'd hate
If I was the monster under your beds you'd be the kids I'd ate
If I was the man your mom f*cked
I'd f*ck her right in your face and take you and your siblings on a Dominos pizza date
Damn
Gen x baby going crazy with the cam
Back when I was rhyming on my Green Eggs and Ham
Editing my pictures with the Microsoft filters
I was making trillers way before they called em Trillers
Sixth grade every nigga pressured me to f*ck
While y'all was giving it up
I was serving looks
Custom made drip with the pastry couture
Selling silly bands from desk to my drawer
Singing karaoke while my mom was at the store
Scared that she would walk in on me singing Paramore
While y'all sticking house keys in mother f*cking sockets
I was stuffing all your lunch money in my pockets
Please stop it
I'm meant to blow up like the white things in soda rockets
Talking back to my teachers I'm outta pocket
Got so much shit on my chest yo I need to drop it
Dribbling inside my journal kiss my locket
Let the paper soak my tears up
Ultracharmin
I need to let it out
I gotta let it out
Uninvited and I'm undercover
Undivided undiscovered
Uninvited and I'm undercover
But I never liked em so it's forever f*ck em