Domo Cis - Aging Pain Lyrics

Yeah
Aging pain
Aging pain

Passive agressive, I feel the deception
I feel the disownment just coming from fam
Judging your life, like if they have a plan
19 years old, a kid or a man?
My mental will crumble, at times I do fumble
And cause it to rumble, my mountain will tumble
I run from destruction that leads me to trouble
I need it, I want you
Sit here alone, with no one around
If I die alone, then I'll make the sounds
To hear the depression that flows through my brain
Grabbin' this blade to numb all the pain
Run it through skin to feel the attention
That I give to myself as I feel so rejected
By life as a whole, now it made me destruct
But like our fathers would say it, they don't give a f*ck, yeah
Dip set, back on track, back on that
Fall off and do it again like no cap
Follow orders like, ""Aye, aye, Cap.""
Like a soda, I need my cap
Now, please keep my silent
Before I get violent and cry out like I was the victim
I'm sorry, my mood violet, these colors define me
Revolve here around me, just want your attention
Just know that I know it, that I will be fine
Just wait on the show then
Now let me become the man that I'm hopin'
I know it, I know it, I know it, I know it
(I know it)
(I know it)

This is the aging pain
I cannot run away
I hate the time and place
Oh, oh, oh
This is the aging pain
I cannot run away
I hate the time and place
Oh, oh, oh

I feel my mind tear
I feel so blind there
I just can't find my way, this is an aging pain
I just can't take this pain, want to stay in my lane
Never really had shit, depressive with aspects
Anti-depressants and Advil with Actavis
Three lines and retract a bit
Laid back and nap off the suicidal thoughts going through my head
Tryna convince me to Prince and Whitney the bitch
Say sorry to my grandma for the life that I live
And take two shots then I nap a bit
(Take two shots and I nap a bit)
(Let me go to sleep now)
(I'm feelin' a little tipsy out here)
(Oh f*ck me, man)