Fun and broke
What's the f*ckin' joke?
Laughin' at my problems while I run and choke
Never really did it for my people but I did it bro
Two pounds of 'regeno
And I smoked it on the low
Then I tweaked out for a bit
Suicidal to the brim
Called the shots and it was lit
Almost took my f*cking life
Almost ran that f*cking knife
Through my veins, I did it twice
Tried to pop a couple pillies
Percs to them that I was feelin' my liver bitching and wearing out
I let that bitch bleed
Look up to the sky sayin, ""Bitch please""
Leave this Earth and let life repeat
Life is like a sneak peak
Valid information, always searched for validation
In these people that had influences on you
Before you become a Starmie you need to be a Staryu
Start off from the bottom, then you work up to the top
Faith within one, and believe that you'll pop
What if I faced it all?
Then I'll work up to the top, and eventually I'll pop
I just need to find my spot
If I faced it all?
It might get a little rough
Bumpy ride it leaves a scuff on my face
Don't give a f*ck
So if I faced it all
Then I'll get to be that man
Walkin' in with a plan and walkin' out with some bands
If I face it all
Then I'll take what I deserve
Then I put it in reserve
F*ck what you people heard
So now I face it all
Had to lose to take it all
Lost a couple people when I dropped the ball
Threw it back, screamed once and the world knew I was born to snap
Then I had to bring it back
Had to keep my self intact
Had to tell my mother I was hiding in a cul-de-sac
Dead end, there's no going back
Dead end, there's my goal for rap
Maybe never see the light
At least I really f*ckin' tried
Still am gone rap 'til the day that I day
That's the motto
Two joints of gelato and a big ass bottle
Get drunk to drown my sorrows and return to them tomorrow
No I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep crying
I tried to tell myself that I'm trying but continuously lying
I feel like I'm f*cking dying from the inside
I'm done with the violence I need to find peace to become silent
Become silent