Don Juan - Tulpa Lyrics

Don't wanna pick up the phone
Lay here alone
I'm somebody, I know
But I'm low
Then you got in
Over my head
Below the racing lights
Don't know how to solve my mind
And I don't wanna try

All along I whined
Taking up my life
When you hear me weep
Waiting there to see
Was it a lie
A lie
A take
You want
You need it
But do you mean it, mean it

Take me with the drugs to twist me up
I can't arrange my thoughts when I feel numb
You got me losing my breath
Ache in my chest
I get so weak in the knees
Live in anxiety

Why hide
Why hide
Gonna make me cry
Cry
I got it in me now
You gotta intervene
Cause I don't wanna see
A tulpa end me
You got it bad
When the conscious of your mind is strung