Situational Depression Video (MV)

I've missed you for so long
I'm scared it's gonna feel forever wrong
I broke your heart and now I don't know if I belong
Where do we go from here
Will we ever come close or near to where we were before I cheated
Oh it's all a blur
I'm always laying in my bed wishing I was with you instead
Constant thoughts running through my head
About what you meant over call when you said
"I can't fix you"
I've wanted you all along
I know what I did was wrong
I'm sad
I'm depressed
F*ck I need rest
It's a weight on my chest and we're failing the big test
I want my whole life with you
Do you still want that too
I'm mad at myself
I know I need help
But you never call back when I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying to reach out
I'm not lying when I said I came close
You stopped talking when I needed you most
I'm trying to give you your space but it's hard 'cause I'm all alone in this place
I'm all alone in this place