Desire Video (MV)

Desire
To be like the people that I admire
Desire to turn myself into what I aspire
Desire

You can call me crazy, you can't call me liar
& won't explain myself, I won't be preaching to the choir
From the washer to the dryer
I'm spinning, I'm bout to spiral
So long I've been in denial
It feels like I've died & im going through a revival

I'm a phoenix
Word to me I come first like a prefix
No reconciliation it's time to clean shit
Sorry the has sailed, you looking seasick
No more peace sis
Leave you in pieces
My new direction is follow the W's, I turned my back on east sis

Back to this desire talk cuz it's been weighing on me
The same bitches that hate religion is preying on me
I desire to be happy but that's a mystery
Cuz I thought I was happy now man this is killing me
Because happiness & desire cannot co-exist
Desire don't make you happy it brings misery

Let her sing it

Every time I try to explain some shit you miss the point
Got me questioning what's the point
I weaponize my anger, I load it, aim it, then point
I'm vindictive
When you forgive you disappoint the devil
& y'all know that I hate to disappoint

I hold so much pain it's hard to bare
Take me back to the hook I need more time to prepare, yeah

Desire
To be like the people that I admire
Desire to turn myself into what I aspire
Desire

I'm not much of a crier
But I'm so f*cking tired
All the shit that transpired
Situation was dire

Put a wrench in my plans
You kept it by the pliers
When I called you ain't answer but you took notes in ya binder

Tried to get a leg up but got ate like a spider
Tried to walk my trail but you not much of a hiker
Tried to swerve in my lane but you not much of a driver
When I left you got whacker cuz you not much of a writer

We all know it's a wrap, you not much of a cypher
We all know that I'm charming, you not much of a Piper
We all know I'm the shit, you not much of a diaper
We can see you sold out, you not much of a buyer
You gunning for my spot, you not much of a sniper

We all know that you lying, you not much of a tiger
Look how you freefalling cuz you not much of a glider

& so continues
I hurts to say that imma miss you
But oh woahhh trust issues

See, I desire to be better than where I'm at now
You desire his current spot cuz you a damn clown

Desire
To be like the people that I admire
Desire to turn myself into what I aspire
Desire

Desire
To be like the people that I admire
Desire to turn myself into what I aspire
Desire