It always feels I'm trapped behind
A broken counterclockwise mind
The harder the gears try and turn
The faster they all crash and burn
Maybe I need a lobotomy
I don't want to think
Cut off my brain activity
I don't want to dream
Just when I feel better again
The great nothing drags me in
To clouded thoughts that don't make sense
Self inflicted mental pestilence
Maybe I need a lobotomy
I don't want to think
Cut off my brain activity
I don't want to dream
Maybe I need a lobotomy
I don't want to think
Cut off my brain activity
But nothing ever seems to change
No matter how I rearrange
I try to force a smile and stay
But in the end I always crawl away
I f*cking crawl away
I'd rather crawl away
I f*cking crawl away
Oh, I crawl away
