Double Deuce - Reflection Lyrics

Sick of sitting on my ass while my mother be stressing
I be asking her what's wrong but she won't answer the question
I'm trying to get it paid when I be paying attention
I'm trying to keep her positive through the depression
Praying he gets the message, he can grant my family blessings
Trade it in for my heart, the only thing that I'm protecting
I'm goated in six senses, I mastered my perception
Started looking in the mirror and I rejected my reflection
Can't be chilling, relaxing, Write my lyrics with passion
I be singing and rapping, Y'all be lying and acting
Drop a new song with captions, Hate myself, can't imagine
I'd rather be burnt to ashes, than look alive in a casket
World in my hands, I can grab it, Anything I want, I can have it
They'd rather sit and watch cause they know they cannot stand it
Never had a backup plan, I don't think you understand it
And I feel like Superman, I come from another planet
Pick me for the realest, I'm the best and only candidate
Whatever comes into my life, God and I can handle it
The adversity I overcame, I became a man with it
I was born with a gift, I picked it up and ran with it
Watch out for the snakes, you can hear them rattling
Mice around the corner, you can catch them tattling
My money making money, I fell in love with gambling
Me versus me, the person I've been battling
Chilling with my pockets, I ain't never scrambling
Left me in the darkness, say I switched like Anakin
Talk behind my back, yeah I know it's been happening
But I bounce back from the bottom and I'm feeling like the man again
Uh, uh, I got them mad again
Hop in any stu, any beat, I'll f*cking spaz again
I'm trying to give you money, so f*ck a bank, don't you be asking them
Watch my cash ascend, so you don't need to go ask again
Staying up late nights, early mornings to go get after it
I'm saying how I feel, cause how I feel is very passionate
I want my mom to live the life she wants to without panicking
We never had bandages to heal from all the damages
I don't want your sympathy and I don't want your pity
Don't want any more followers, I want my boys to rock with me
Take some shots with me, smoke some pot with me
To be on top with me, to be a boss with me
Cause when I be alone, I get the feeling that I'm shitty
There's a different person in me, so I hope you can forgive me
I've been productive, not busy, my brother finally gets me
They're like why aren't you doing this? Because the shoes didn't fit me
Give a f*ck about my music, if you don't like it, then just skip me
If I died right now, very few who would miss me
Provided proof of the theory, (cough, cough) I'm speaking clearly
My brother I love so dearly, that's why I keep him near me