Douglas Begay - I Ain't Sweat Lyrics

I think
I think that's it
I think that's the one
Douglas Begay
You throwin' all that
You throwin' all that shade
For a effect (For a effect)
But I ain't really phased
Just yet (Just yet)
Throwin' dirt up on my name
Is not a flex (It's not a flex)
And when you left me at my lowest
I ain't sweat (I ain't sweat)
I just hustle gotta get it
I ain't rest (I ain't rest)
I haven't throw the towel
I'm blessed (I'm blessed)
And if you try to f*ck with me
I'm at ya neck (I'm at ya neck)
Got ya bitch up at the crib
We made a mess (We made a mess)
I'm not relyin' on 'em bottles
All alone in squalor
Hate when demons jump you
It's unfair for them to squad up
Not with all the drama
Winnin' is the object
Not livin' this life a coward
I'm too focused on survival
Hopeless in denial
Now I'm more inspired
Kinda like a sycophant
Would lie to get what I want
This fight within my mind
It makes me set my sights on life, dawg
I was at my lowest
Locked away with all the lights off (Hey)
But boy did I change
Success is at your doorstep
When you're not afraid of pain
And it's true that you can get it
Without stabbin' vertebrates
Protect your inner circle
All 'em snakes'll seal your fate
To those who throw the towel in
I'm so sorry, can't relate
Why these bitches do the most
I swear to God its so insane
Just love the f*ckin' fact
That I could get beneath your skin
Now all I've ever done
Was do my own thing in the end
You throwin' all that shade
For a effect (For a effect)
But I ain't really phased
Just yet (Just yet)
Throwin' dirt up on my name
Is not a flex (It's not a flex)
And when you left me at my lowest
I ain't sweat (I ain't sweat)
I just hustle gotta get it
I ain't rest (I ain't rest)
I haven't throw the towel
I'm blessed (I'm blessed)
And if you try to f*ck with me
I'm at ya neck (I'm at ya neck)
Got ya bitch up at the crib
We made a mess (We made a mess)
I spent too much of my life
Doin' absolutely nothing
It's me versus my demons
I been tragically outnumbered
I'm thankful of my friends
My family circle
I swear to God they been there
For me when calamity's certain
Been hard on myself
'Til my psyche would worsen
To the point I'll second-guess myself
Convinced that I'm worthless
Mama, I'm sorry, your baby ain't perfect
I know you wanted me in college
But I'm far from a surgeon
I'm no longer a burden
Been sober with purpose
Dustin' dirt off my shoulders
'Cause all these haters determined
You can be 'bout that bullshit
It does me no service
So I'mma hold my nuts and smile
'Cause y'all too pussy in person
Y'all gon' see that I'll flourish
No love for this circus
Been movin' with caution
'Cause I know killers is lurkin'
I got way more life to see
And I'm happily learnin'
That its best to give your all
'Cause any moment it's curtains
You throwin' all that shade
For a effect (For a effect)
But I ain't really phased
Just yet (Just yet)
Throwin' dirt up on my name
Is not a flex (It's not a flex)
And when you left me at my lowest
I ain't sweat (I ain't sweat)
I just hustle gotta get it
I ain't rest (I ain't rest)
I haven't throw the towel
I'm blessed (I'm blessed)
And if you try to f*ck with me
I'm at ya neck (I'm at ya neck)
Got ya bitch up at the crib
We made a mess (We made a mess)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Whoaa (Douglas Begay)
Yeah, yeah
Smokin' on something
'Cause that shit lift me away
I think I'm what you get
When you've been winnin' today
I been tryna be loyal
So no more sinnin' for me
How much truth is in all that
When you be lackin' relief?
You can find me to be
Thinkin' differently
No more pussy on the pedestal
I put that beneath
Been devoted believe
I'm so protective of me
Got a list of endeavors
I'm movin' triumphantly
I miss Shanika the most
It's her I'm dying to see
She don't want me no more
I know she tired of me
So I retire belief
Of us reviving a, "We"
Man you gotta keep it movin'
Let them stresses decrease
You just gotta let her go
And give her room to be free
Maybe shorty on her own
And she pursuin' a dream
You don't want to be the type
To be disruptive between
'Cause you gotta keep evolving
Over stayin' naive
Smokin' on something
'Cause that shit lift me away
I think I'm what you get
When you've been winnin' today
I be tryna be loyal
So no more sinnin' for me
How much truth is in all that
When you be lackin' relief?
You can find me to be
Thinkin' differently
No more pussy on the pedestal
I put that beneath
Been devoted believe
So protective of me
Got a list of endeavors
I'm movin' triumphantly (Hey)
Now this my life's new lease
All my exes be the best
'Cause they don't lie on me
Got a bitch up in my bed
And now she lay on me
I'm pretendin' that she's you
I been deprived all week
Man, my biggest fear in life
Is being cool with defeat
Only benefit to stress
Is puttin' life on a beat
When you see me with a smile
Know I'm saddened beneath
'Cause I made a big mistake
Makin' shorty wanna leave
Smokin' on something
'Cause that shit lift me away
I think I'm what you get
When you've been winnin' today
I be tryna be loyal
So no more sinnin' for me
How much truth is in all that
When you be lackin' relief?
You can find me to be
Thinkin' differently
No more pussy on the pedestal
I put that beneath
Been devoted believe
I'm so protective of me
Got a list of endeavors
I'm movin' triumphantly
I be Shmokin' on something
'Cause that shit lift me away...