Downhaul - Bedridden Lyrics

When we met you were sunburnt all the time
And I was painted in a set of colors that just couldn't be mine
I'm bedridden, so good riddance
Learning to walk again, leaning on all my friends
Because I'm tired of living like a martyr
In the hope that someone notices

It's a straight shot from what I'm not
To the life that you're building
I hope it's fulfilling to spit-shine
What you thought you'd find along the way
So keep pace with the aftertaste
And the way you always compare yourself to other people
It killed me because everyone's burdens are different

And I'm still too young to be this undone
By what I didn't do when I still knew you
And I can't feel the seasons changing
But I can sense your feelings fading

When we met you were anxious all the time
It kills me because I always thought I'd be different