Dr. B-Bay - LIL KIM'S STORY Lyrics

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I got a story to tell
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I got a story to tell
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Was brought up by my mama
Apartments full of drama
I woke every morning
To the smell of marijuana
Or liquor in the bottle
No eggs pancakes or waffles
My mama had a husband
Who was really my daddy
Why daddy always missing
And daddy always hitting
And mama always kicking
So a split was benefitting
In come my shining armor
He taught me how to dance
Spoiled me with clothes from France
Gahdamn I f*cking love him
Mama put none above him
Mama just graduated
He got mama a job working as a nursed aid and
He said he'll work from home and cover all the basics
Then one day he just sat me down
Said Kim I have to say this
Replied I'm here I'm listening
He said don't tell nobody
Already have your heart
But I would love your body
He started touching on me
Confused my mind is running
I said mama won't like this
He said don't tell nobody
Pin down my hands and legs
And then he grabbed my hair
My heart was beating scared
I tried to run but I can't
And then he started kissing
Whispered this what you missing
I felt something inside
I'm asking him what is this?
He said shhh just be quiet
Don't be too loud just take it
In pain my body aching
I said please stop I'm shaking
Said you don't love it now
But you gone love it later
Told me go clean myself up
And we gone try this later
Why I'm in this situation
What is going on
And I'm I God's creation
So what is going on
Mama I'm scared can't stand the rain
I'm too young to be feeling this way
Why I'm in this situation
What is going on
After a while go by
He made me feel like I was his
And I don't know why
I was so scared to tell my mom
Although I felt so worthless and hopeless inside
The feeling in my heart told me put that pain aside
For the loving he provides
I flout it
But I cannot allow it
One day mama came home
Mustered the guts to tell her
Mama daddy's bad he's been touching up on me
And all that bleeding that I had that cus we been f*cking
Mama said:
Don't you ever fix your mouth to say nothing like that
Are you saying that he raped you
Cus we know that's not a fact
Don't be acting like you innocent deceitful little girl
Know you f*cking all them boys in school you dirty little girl
He can never he love you
Why would you make make up all these lies
I said mama do you
Shut up I don't wanna hear it bye
Go to your room and cry yourself to sleep
We know that's not the truth
Making up stories up and telling me what he will never do
Now I'm in this crazy situation
Gun in my hand
Cus I'm bout to take my life
I said I'm bout to take my life
Now I'm in this crazy situation
Pills in my hand
Cus I'm bout to take my life
I said I'm bout to take my life