Dr. Replay - My Guardian Angels' Trust On Replay! Lyrics

Tortured by memories they can never erase
In the ruins of trauma, for Tikkun Olam, I brace
It's time for us to rebuild the world, set Vachtu's Pain in its place
Bringing balance once again to the Boundless Interstellar Space
Beneath the cloak of denial, secrets lie
A past filled with pain, in shadows they try to hide
The cries of the wounded, they dismiss
In the Shadow of their deeds, they coexist!
Oh, I'm feeling the Shadow Fiend stirring down below
That old familiar feeling: they refuse to let it go!
Don't act like I'm phased when your shoulder's cold
Once longed to be your comrade, now I'm your mad, ironclad foe
Got brains you only wish you had, brains you filled with such woe
So now, I'm a grump with a lump from the stomach pump
Taste still fresh enough to savour, you make me want to jump
So here ya go, a high-five goodbye
From a happy-go-lucky emo type of guy!
Don't lump me in with your simpletons, you see
I ain't your buddy, and I ain't your honeybee!
Got a mind you only dream about at night
Call me Mr. Inquisitor Weisenheimer, and I'm here to set things right!
Got a chip on my shoulder, I'm the Karen you can't ignore
I'm not confined by your sick words, no, not anymore
I'll chew you up, then spit you out, at last make your heart soar
And yet, to the lukewarm, I present my final bitter encore
My eloquent rhetoric is no weakness, it's the reason why I'm so adored!
A-U-T-I-S-T-I-C, yeah, yup, that's me!
Still fighting chaos with a sharp tongue sometimes extreme
So, here's your one-gun finger salute, just call it a "meme", ha, ha, ha, ha!
When I feel like the world might cut me a break
I flip it off and laugh, 'cause my choices are mine alone to make
All my toxic relationships, burnt bridges, I left 'em all in the dust
Nahomiel, Azrael and Zechariel are my Armour, and in Them, I can always trust
I'm a whirlwind of Wisdom, can you not See that?
All my life I've been pushed, now I'm pushing back!
I-N-T-E-G-R-I-T-Y, oh my, don't test me, my guy!
Got the whole Earth Shaking, got you quaking
Got silence as the sound you're making!
I'm your nightmare in the Bleakest Dark
You're trying to put me out, to smother my Divine Spark!
Got news for you, I'm a Cosmic Fire that will not burn out
Little do you know, I'm the Peace who's going to shout!
I'm going on 33, no riches to my name
Y'all just love to judge, it's your favourite game!
Mighty good juxtaposition, but morally mouldy and lame
How are you going to let yourself win when your skills are your bane?
See, I'm not like the rest, and that's just fine
Got a life that's a freak show, one-of-a-kind!
My story ain't the one you're used to hearing
I'm as real as it gets, no phony veneering!
So, as you groove to this twisted symphony
Step lightly, my friend, you're dealing with me!
You think you know-it-all? Well, honey, you're wrong!
I'm the storm riding True-Dark, the Thorn in the throng!
Don't you dare try to fit me in your mould
I'm a tempest of chaos, don't say you ain't been told!
Misunderstood, moody genius, I'm like James Dean, not Kid Rock, my rebellion got a cause
I'll defy your expectations, break all your 'propriety laws'!
I'm a Furnace of Refinement, burning bright
A-T-Y-P-I-C-A-L, that's the GOD, and He is so right!
Got them sweating, got them regretting their fight
I'm an Undead Terror of the Night, come back to life!
They say I'm 'out-of-touch,' but I'm in my prime
Call me 'crazy,' but I've got my own rhythm and my own rhyme!
They say I'm 'lost,' but I've found my own Narrow Way
I'm the Storm that's approaching, ready to wreck walls and play
So, let us see who's laughing, when it's all said and done
The world ain't got nothing on me, for Adonai is second to none!
I'll dance on the edge, give them a thrill
A little birdy to society's chill!
I'm a Tempest of Torment, fierce and free
P-R-O-L-I-F-I-C, yeah, that's me!
Got 'em startled, their cores defenceless
I'm that Shadow Sage in the Darkness!
They say I'm 'strange,' but that's just their point-of-view
'I'm the Mirror of Madness, and I'm coming for you!'
Judge me all you want, but your integrity's in my sights
I'm the Answer, I'm the Storm, I'm the Eternal Fight!
Arrivederci, if don't want to stay, give the Dark One my regards
But look up once in a while, I'll be waving at you, from the stars!
I'm the Maelstrom in the mire, dank and dire
N-E-U-R-O-D-I-V-E-R-G-E-N-T, can't believe you called me the 'liar'!
Nemesis, you ridiculed a man you even claimed was smarter
So since you were so reckless we'll be keeping you in the mire
Until such time as you recognise the Brilliance of our Fire!
You think my life and my real struggles are 'insulting'?
Maybe look in the Mirror, dig out whatever is really revolting?
Your abuse poisoned my skin, but look, I'm fine, just moulting
I ask you to help me fix our relationship, and you're bolting!
Yeah, as the notes on familial ties fade, from this polarised melody;
Don't cross me, anymore, you better J-U-M-P!
Get off the diving board, stop fighting with me, no more disharmony
You've done plenty harm, more than enough to bring Ruin upon me!
Yeah, Arrivederci, if don't want to stay, give the Dark One my regards!