Ted Talk Video (MV)

I can't turn off the nightmares even when i'm awake
I can't escape the static affairs that plague me in my wake
Bitter as f*ck and out of touch, feeling like im fake
A hell ride with no break, suicidal tendencies at stake

My TV beams out with red eyes gleaming
Feeling like its f*cking scheming
Wish i was f*cking dreaming
I can't be awake, no I can't be awake nah, nah, nah, nah

Stuck in a trance with what I've visualized
Look down at everything I've compromised
From going from sane to deranged i lost my life
To this mental game yet I'm all to blame for why

Content in the torment let the suffering ferment
Give my last cent to my rent til my body's spent
Trying so hard to circumvent the way my life went
Bitter sinner stuck in waves of malcontent

Juggernaut Dreadnought is how i feel with what i've fought
Numb from prescription drugs might as well pull the plug
Whip out the glock, knock against my jaw and kick rocks