Draft Day - White Fences Lyrics

Set aside, my philosophy
Lack of understanding, when I've said too much
You drive like you've got nowhere to be
And I drink like I don't want to be here

Such a disgrace, falling all about the place
My heads out the window as I wonder whether you'll stay

Dance alone in a false belief
That I'll find someplace where I don't feel such awful things
Maybe it was her, maybe it was you
Being stuck in thought doesn't pull me through
I think that I've said too much

This is all there is
Bad faith and lost chances

Such a disgrace, falling all about the place
My heads out the window as I wonder whether you'll stay
I try to change, fake a smile and turn away
Instead of walking out with a head full of doubt I'll stay

Such a disgrace, I was falling all about the place
My heads out the window with the mess I've made

I spent a year as a shadow of myself
A shallow method of hiding behind a girl and a life I couldn't fit in
I had dreams of white fences and children
Now I recall our last conversation
But until I wear these bones thin
Too drunk wearing that familiar grin
Besides faces that remind me, this is all there is

Such a disgrace, falling all about the place
My heads out the window as I wonder whether you'll stay
I try to change, fake a smile and turn away
Instead of walking out with a head full of doubt I'll stay

This is all there is
This is all there is
This is all there is

She was the air that I longed to breathe for so long
But when that air filled my lungs it left a burning sensation that I couldn't bear
And I think I'm fine moving on
Safe in my skin, safe in knowing you're not alone