Drew - 3AM Lyrics

I've been going through some hard times Took a break from writing rhymes
Now I think it's my time My mind's been swinging from a vine
All I gotta do is climb I've been working hard like it was America's
Pastime I got the pendulum swinging
My girl's always upset Now I gotta wait for the pressure to seep in
Stressed out, my mind, my body's barely breathing I don't like to go places every time I'm meeting
Somebody, my anxiety, likes to creep in Thinking on my past, thinking how I made it
Past All the bullshit, you'd think that I would
Never last Stayed away from drugs and Better yet the Thugs
I know that I could've cause I never felt the love
Had to keep myself alive while momma's doing drugs
I was home alone from the sun until the dusk You don't know the struggles, that's why I'm
Always quiet Never had struggles with being open-minded
This the underdog story like David and Goliath Now's not the time to tell me to be quiet
Fast forward a couple years Now I'm in high school, yeah, chilling with
My peers Never was a cool kid, just an outcast
Who emerged from the depths with scars on his chest
Mom was far away and she was always missed Left her in seventh grade, I haven't seen
Her since Think about what that does to a kid
Who wanted to be normal but could never fit in
I was always seen as the weird kid who couldn't find a click
His outlets were sports and music Solving Rubiks cubes was also very therapeutic
Try to pass time before the depression hit
Sitting in my room until I feel my bones split Grinding down my teeth until I taste the iron
On my lips Demons in my vision so I'm blocked by the
Eclipse I was built for this like my name was Freddie
Gibbs I've been studying the game since I was sixteen
Alone in my room just wanting to live my dream
After all the bullshit it made me wanna scream Should I slit my wrist or should I keep it
Underneath Now I'm 24 and feeling more depressed
My girl knows the best Just another year where my memory's suppressed
Keep it bottled up until it's time to rest I should just relax and look towards the future
Look past the days of when I was a loser From the 206 so I came up out the dirt
Through everything endured I knew what I was worth
My main goal is to just keep making music Always was nervous about releasing to the
Public Didn't know if I could make it in the business
I got true grit like my name was Jeff Bridges Yeah, yeah I'm dodging all these witches
Who be all up on my britches Shout out to the homies who be flipping all
The switches Imagine a career where you don't have any
Misses It's kinda how it's looking, you can't tell
Me any different I don't really care if that makes me sound
Ignant Just keep talking shit, you're cleaning up
The dishes 3AM thoughts turn me into something vicious
My career will be something that you'll want to witness