Imaginary Enemies. Video (MV)

I've got a needle
I've got a feather
I've got a rope
The needles to forget
The feather of cement
Attached to the rope leaving nowhere to cope
Sometimes you just have to look away
This gnawing feeling that what I have
(Is not enough, is not enough)
I keep waking up expecting it to change but it never does
When the blood in your veins returns to the sea
Maybe you won't be ashamed
I guess I'm still stuck
Whether it's a loss or broken hope
I heard my heartbeat like footprints in water
Slowly drowning out of sight.
I've got a needle
I've got a feather
I've got a rope
The needles to forget
The feather of cement
Attached to the rope leaving nowhere to cope
I had my five seconds up on that rooftop
Not in the air (not in the air, not in the air)
I can hear my heartbeat weakening
I'm not afraid to die alone
But maybe I'm afraid that while I'm living it will be on my own
(Do you, do you, do you, do you, do you)
Do you love what you love? Or just the feeling?
I've got a needle
I've got a feather
I've got a rope
The needles to forget
The feather of cement
Attached to the rope leaving nowhere to cope
Push away, push away at least then it's your choice
(Who leaves you, who leaves you)
Imaginary Enemies in my head
Blaming me for all my sins I already know it's me
Forgive me
Forgive me for I have sinned
(Maybe then I won't need to push away)
Wash this anger
Wash this anger out of my skin
(Maybe then I won't need to push away)
I've got a needle
I've got a feather
I've got a rope
The needles to forget
The feather of cement
Attached to the rope leaving nowhere to cope