Complicated Video (MV)

You say that I'm complicated, you say that I've lost my mind
You say I need medication, I say that's wasting time
I know that my heart is racing, I know I've been tryna find
A way to meditation, a way to ease my mind
Don't follow me into this dark place
Come follow me, I'll make it all okay
Come follow me into this dark place
Don't follow me, I'll make it out one day
I see things in my sleep when I dream man I feel I got a sixth sense
My mind been tryna wonder where I'm going
But I don't even know where I've been yet
They tell me stop living in the past, why you looking back
'Cause staring after my life through a rear view made me who I am
I see through what I do and what I really can't
Believe what's true but I know I can't forget that
All the wrong that I've done, I respect that
Because I learned, had to turn to a set back
I let that burn, gotta learn to live with something I won't get back
Man I gotta let that, sink in deep before I let that
Keep me in like a death trap, don't let that
Demon in just get back, I'm speeding in a lane but I gotta step back
Breath, it's just anxiety homie go to sleep
There's no insomnia that's inside of me and every time you dream
There's no clairvoyant, boy it's just hard for you to think
Everything you see ain't that deep, that's just how you perceive
You say that I'm complicated, you say that I've lost my mind
You say I need medication, I say that's wasting time
I know that my heart is racing, I know I've been tryna find
A way to meditation, a way to ease my mind
Don't follow me into this dark place
Come follow me, I'll make it all okay
Come follow me into this dark place
Don't follow me, I'll make it out one day
I was mad when the doctor said I coulda died
'Cause there was still a lot of things that we shoulda tried
And I almost missed it, still alive but I feel emptiness inside
Broke my heart to call my family, I coulda lied
But it woulda made it worse 'cause I couldn't drive
Two years and going, now I'm twenty five
On a road I don't know but I'm pushing miles
Still facing trials and I'm faking smiles
They tell me don't rush, it could take a while
Just wait for a different route to come around
It's never too late to take a break and cool down
I'm a fool now, 'cause I'm thinking I'm a fool
Not knowing what to do now
Confused I was used to these blues no excuse now
But it's true, it feels new, I feel I'ma lose my views now
How do I get through now
I guess I'm complicated, I guess I'm complicated
You say that I'm complicated, you say that I've lost my mind
You say I need medication, I say that's wasting time
I know that my heart is racing, I know I've been tryna find
A way to meditation, a way to ease my mind
Don't follow me into this dark place
Come follow me, I'll make it all okay
Come follow me into this dark place
Don't follow me, I'll make it out one day