DrewReal - Not Even Her Lyrics

She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
You say that you love me but
The hate that you show contradicts that
Maybe we not meant to be
I keep on thinking we a mixed match
Words are just words
Yeah we all talk we all chit chat
But what are the actions you taking
To make me believe you really represent that
The vibe you sent over I sent back
Hit you with that James Harden step back
You resent that, the burden on your chest too heavy
A young Arnold couldn't bench that
I respect that, not really though tell me what's the deally yo
Lately I been really low
Show me no pity though
Caught in my feelings oh Lord I'm a mess no joke
No Hall Arsenio. Stressed out yes I'll
Stay low until I straighten this mess out
Feelings arose X's and O's
Flaws get exposed and then you get exed out
You been crying on the phone lately
Because I ain't replying
Won't deny it I been cold lately. No debating
I'm overthinking there's no escaping
My thoughts I'm really thinking it's me
I'm really thinking I'm weak. I'm really losing my sleep
These words they cut deep. These scars are ugly
My heart ain't upbeat. Moved on ubruptly
Why don't you trust me
Is all you ever say. Todays a new day
Wishing you would've stayed
Maybe I'm bipolar, maybe I'm insane
Maybe I'm just stupid, maybe I'm just lame
Maybe I love to hurt, maybe I love pain
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
That's how you feel nigga, on the real nigga
I kept it real with ya, kept it a mil with ya
Since day one, mistakes we all make them
You play dumb, now you wanna escape from
What we had, we not kids no freeze tag
Believe that when my heart breaks it bleeds bad
I breath fast, breeze pass, your lame ass
How the hell you gon act like you ain't mad
How the hell you gon act like you ain't trash
How the hell you came back quick like ASAP
How the hell you expect me to take that
I wish I knew cupid to blow his brains back
The truth is, you useless, you clueless
I'm stupid, I just can't say deuces
When I call you decline, such rudeness
You pick up then my stress reduces
Why the hell you keep putting me through this
You get in your feelings then you assume shit
Stringing me along, tryna find something wrong
Then you act lost because I decide to loose it
You say that you love me but
The hate that you show contradicts
Maybe we not meant to be
I guess you were right we a mixed match
Words are just words
Nigga it ain't hard to get that
But all of the feelings I poured
And the things I endure
Just for you I regret that
The vibe you sent over I picked up
Hit you with that kd switch up
How low you think of me
And why you don't trust me
I think you just want me to give up
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her
She wonders why I, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her