I swear it's going okay (it's not) Video (MV)

I swear that I'm okay this time
Nothings wrong this time
Nothings ever wrong

None of this matters anyway
No one cares and why should they
Cause I'm a failure, who couldn't finish this
I gave up at the end
Just thought what would fit
I'm a failure who everyone hates.

I swear that it's going okay
It's really going okay this time
I swear that nothings wrong
Even if it was
You wouldn't care anyway
Cause I am a failure who everyone hates
And no one cares
And why should they
Cause none of this will ever matter
Everyone ends up dead in the end
I'm not really that sorry
For having such a negative outlook
And none of this, mattered