What's Next? Video (MV)

Bad days have turned into shitty weeks
Every time it simmers down, we back up in to that peak
I get no break, at least that's what it seems
But regardless we move forward
We do it by any means
Let's go
Hanging on with rum and amphetamines
I'm just hoping that eventually, find us a better me
But the drama from today finds it way into the next
Anxiety won't stop and I'm feeling it in my chest
So I woke up f*cked up
Killing me mentally
What's next?
What else you got to throw at me?
I feel stuck, I'm lost
Somebody rescue me
Life's testing me
Ain't seen the best of me
I woke up f*cked up
Killing me mentally
What's next?
What else you got to throw at me?
I feel stuck, I'm lost
Somebody rescue me
Life's testing me
Ain't seen the best of me
'Cause lord knows I always find my way
Life's a game
I love to win
So best believe I'll play
I'm a junkie for the fix
All my people I heal
If there wasn't constant struggle then it wouldn't be real
Everyday it's always something else
Why would I run for help?
When the power within me is never running out
My emotions have surfaced, it's to let 'em out
Mother f*ckers always gon doubt me
I got 'em bending now
F*ck you
To all my vices, you're so enticing
But it's f*ck you
I'm paying the prices
I've rolled the dices
While I'm stuck to my bed
In my head and I'm feeling trapped
I'm pushing through but I'm always feeling under attack
So I woke up f*cked up
Killing me mentally
What's next?
What else you got to throw at me?
I feel stuck, I'm lost
Somebody rescue me
Life's testing me
Ain't seen the best of me
I woke up f*cked up
Killing me mentally
What's next?
What else you got to throw at me?
I feel stuck, I'm lost
Somebody rescue me
Life's testing me
Ain't seen the best of me
Kick me when I'm down, you only pissing me off
Mother f*ckers must of thought I finally caved and went soft
I've been living in the dark
I know my way around "lost"
You can try me all you want but you gon see what it costs
Man success tastes sweeter after terrible times
Let you know you're not alone
That's why I share all these rhymes
Been stuck, been down, nothing newer to me
But it's all about what the f*ck you do with it
See, we gon struggle, we gon cry, then we finally break
Then we screaming at the sky cause it's all we can take
Then we find our way out and it's finally great
Now we stronger for the next time life is raising the stakes
When I woke up f*cked up
Killing me mentally
What's next?
What else you got to throw at me?
I feel stuck, I'm lost
Somebody rescue me
Life's testing me
Ain't seen the best of me
I woke up f*cked up
Killing me mentally
What's next?
What else you got to throw at me?
I feel stuck, I'm lost
Somebody rescue me
Life's testing me
Ain't seen the best of me