Dt. - Anxious (feat. Figment & GhoulsAreReal) Lyrics

Can't get out of my bed
Sleepless nights this ain't paradise I'm paralyzed
Can't get out of my head
Fearin' strife he visit twice I'm seeing parasites
Stuttering all of my words I ain't in my brain
I'm going insane I'm hard to maintain might as well be in a hearse
Drowning in dirt all my feelings left the earth
Static surrounds me feels like I'm dying still I am hiding inside of this curse
I'm disturbed and I'm running out of words
To describe all of the pain that causes all of my concerns
They've returned the voices they emerge
Now they're burning every hope and dream that I ever preserved
Lacerations now my mind is racing
And I'm Searching for the vision like there ain't no invitation
Observation everything erasing
Damn I'm so f*cking anxious
I'm so f*cking anxious
I'm so f*cking anxious
I'm out of patience wondering if I'll make it
This shit gonna' break me thinkin' they hate me
I don't know what they're taking it's frustrating
Am I faking am I breaking am I hesitating
Is it gonna stop or will it make that thang pop
I don't know why life passes by the voices inside criticize and hypnotize me
Lost my mind several times stuck in a paradigm living now will I say goodbye
I'm disturbed and I'm running out of words
To describe all of the pain that causes all of my concerns
They've returned the voices they emerge
Now they're burning every hope and dream that I ever preserved
Lacerations now my mind is racing
And I'm Searching for the vision like there ain't no invitation
Observation everything erasing
Damn I'm so f*cking anxious
Killing my emotions with these pills and potions
Terror rolling over me
I'm drowning in an ocean
See I'm bleeding when I look inside the mirror
Screaming thoughts inside my head are tweaking
Enemies are matching every move I'm making
Thoughts are leaking out my brain and
Forms are shrieking I'm insane
I think I left the keys to the Batcave inside my veins
Slash and poke them cauterize the wound that's open
Stop the blood from flowing with the ash I'm smoking
Coupled with crippling questions a knife and some liquor will fix issues quicker
Anxiety bleeds out my ears I can't feel any feelings except in my liver
Voices awaken got my mind earthquaking these questions got my mental shaking
I'm drowning in downers down under dark tunnels I wonder how I am not breaking
All these sleepless nights endless days
I will not cave to the voices that
Drown me inside of my brain
They hold me hostage
Get down
Feeling all alone
Outcast
Stop the screaming
Cannot focus every night I start to choke
Losing hope
Just take a hit to the lobe
Tearin' me up like a ghost
Spittin' me out like a joke
But they cannot ever support me no
I am lost pop another pill
Pop a cap and swig it back
Until I'm throwing up alone
I'm disturbed and I'm running out of words
To describe all of the pain that causes all of my concerns
They've returned the voices they emerge
Now they're burning every hope and dream that I ever preserved
Lacerations now my mind is racing
And I'm Searching for the vision like there ain't no invitation
Observation everything erasing
Damn I'm so f*cking anxious