Dt. - Psalms from a Lost Soul Lyrics

Lord God, I come to you and ask you for guidance, for patience, for wisdom and understanding in my time of need
You are the only father I've ever known, and I need your help. I'm lost
I ain't tryna die young, I ain't tryna die long
Cause I ain't like you dog niggas like me don't get more love when they gone

Pray I don't die young, pray I don't die long
Cause I ain't like you dog niggas like me don't get more love when they gone
Never been nobody's first love, never been to loving nobody like me
Every girl that been with me, if they went back, wouldn't do the same shit twice, I might

Brothers since the father, never met him, when I let him, people hurt me, never left him
Always thirsty for acceptance, rage and aggression, these is my confessions on a one way trip to heaven
Rapping bout some sevens, oh that's reppin' huh
Niggas close to me wanna set me up, city won't let me up, wanna draw and let me up

My, my eyes levied up, shattering, splattering tears, look what happened in a matter of years
I guess I never said enough and it cost me
I was falling, I just wish you wouldn't call me
Wish you wouldn't talk on them nights that you fought me

Trying to find myself, I guess alone to where you lost me
Guess you never knew me, no she never knew me
Feeling closer to these rap songs and characters from movies
Reaching out to stars you aiming at so don't shoot me

Running out of energy, memories that pursue me
The shit I go through, all the shit I go through
Don't nobody know about what I go through
You need him, I want you

You in with him, who do I go to
Just put it in a rap song, roll it if the weed strong
When my album dropping, sell out young John Green tones
Won't be real till I'm living in they dream home

And every summer I'ma drop the city's theme song
That's the way for recognition
But my blood's precision over mic mechanisms
If my life cut short before millions ever listen

I'm just another nigga that spent it but never did it
Damn
As the sun sets in my city and the darkness takes its reign
I credit all of my brothers I protected from the evils of the world

I believe there's a divine reason for every tragedy that befalls us
But though my soul and faith is with my father
My heart and spirit still reside with my brothers
May the family live forever

But ain't nobody ever knew me
Can't cry for me when nobody ever knew me
But ain't nobody ever knew me
Can't cry for me when nobody ever knew me

But ain't nobody ever knew me
Can't cry for me when nobody ever knew me
I'm rolling up till we blowing up
Just a young real nigga out here living out a movie

Let's go
I still got the family
If all else fails
Then I know I got the family

I've been to and fro, high and low
Seen some things that she would never know
But I got the family
I still know I got the family

If all else fails
Then I know I got the family
I've been to and fro, high and low
Seen some things that she would never know

But I got the family
I still know I got the family
I've been to and fro, high and low
Seen some things that she would never know

But I got the family
Lisa know I got the family
I've been to and fro, high and low