Wait is you leaving me
Is you deceiving me
All of them days and them nights I was working girl did you believe in me
Oh you just being free
And I'm just being weak
F*ck what you say cuz I tried everynight but I'm still never being me
I'm keeping my demons a secret I told you but nobody ever knew
I'm stressing I'm begging you stay cuz I promise I'll make you a better you
They laugh in my face but they don't understand what the f*ck I been going through
Blood on my hands and my body but f*ck it I ended up pushing through
Maybe I'm selfish and ima just find myself stuck in my ways again
Aye what the hell is a million if I end up with no mof*cking friends
Aye how the hell am I gon live my life if I just wanna make amends
Aye what the f*ck am I gon do if I end up working a regular job
And my momma just pass away I would be living the rest of my life I'll be filled with hate
I'm screaming inside of my pillow I'm dreaming one day ima get away
F*ck all the bullshit I'm taking my shot if miss ima die today
Believe me cuz when I'm behind a mic all of my feelings they fade away
It never too late keep your faith in this shit
I was just bleeding was naked and shit
I gotta find me a way with this shit
F*ck everybody they hating and shit
F*ck all the ones who was faking and shit
I was depressed trynna snake me and shit
Momma you smoking one day you gon die
I'm just too focused on making a hit
Focused on the wrong things
I'm just trynna maintain
Used to be innocent baby
Hope you feeling my pain
Focused on the wrong things
I'm just trynna maintain
Tired of feeling so crazy
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so
Tell me why you criticizing me when you know ain't nobody perfect
Tell me why you acting like you worth it I ain't never seen you working
Making music just to make a change and everybody changing up
What's the point of making money if it kills I'll never make enough
Conceal the pain cuz when I cover up my lies we never making up
Ima be performing in a crowd and I just hope you saving up
Dear Anxiety was beautiful and everybody say they love me
Where the f*ck were you when I just needed you and ain't nobody trust me
Walking wit my soul conversing wit a verse I'm talking to the person
That don't give a f*ck but everyday they burning working 9 to 5 to make a lesser earning Everynight I'm working searching for a purpose used to hurt myself I did the shit on purpose
Falling off a cliff, I'm trynna hold ya hand, I'm steady losing grip
I'm ready to just slip inside a deep abyss I'm tired of feeling like nobody give a shit
I'm Writing down a song but never right my wrongs I'm barely holding on
So where do I belong I'm gone
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so HopeLess yea
Everybody so