DVNTE LEAF - Further Notice Lyrics

If you see me around
Well I... I think I'm floating
My way of coping
Better than choking
I'll be back again
Long nights, I'm staying in
Doors closed, I'm bolting up
Til further notice

I'm so sick of the rain
Just searching for fame
Hoping to find a reason they'll remember my name
It's the way of the game
Leave you mangled and maimed
I don't know what's in this for me
But I'll find it one day
But it's like shit
Everything is alright
Got a day one with me every single night
Can't complain, trust me I ain't putting up a fight
It's been awhile since I've seen a hint of sunlight
Baby, from far away
Everything can seem good
I'm just tryna get my grandma out the hood
And if I don't wanna go, I roll another wood
Over and over
Spilling my heart on my shoulder
And all of these stains don't come out
They just gonna fade and get older
It ain't gonna happen again
I'm cutting the ties, its the end
Just tryna be happy again
Just let me be happy again

And all these days I'm alone, I've been told
"When you know, then you know"
And it's the story so far
Paint me gold
Solid gold
Make me whole