DVNTE LEAF - $honen Lyrics

Take it all, I like the fall
Insecure, nothing more
I'm still unsure of myself
But I don't need no one's help because
I guess I know I like to lie to myself
It's like ya'll ain't the only ones who doubt
I've been down a few, and I'mma say it proudly
And when I sleep at night, I'mma do it soundly
Steady keepin' up them boundaries
But man I can't forget everyone in my life
It didn't turn out right, ran away in the night
I found my way home, think it's gonna be alright
I bet on me, keep on goin' til I run out of light, ay

Livin' my own way now
Making my mistakes count
Not a lot to say now
I'mma put you in the background

Been treading this water for far too long
Dreading the day I lose my head, oh no
Can't let that happen, who else is captain?
Gonna keep on crafting, put em all in a casket, yeah
Go ahead and fire away, can't hear a word that you say
You know the path been too long, been tryna pave my own way
Just gonna bottle it up, put it with the rest of the case, yeah
Ay, with the rest of the case
Everything had fell apart
How the f*ck that gonna happen when it didn't even start?
Can't tell this shit apart
Is this a work of art?
Or just a slew of jagged memories f*cking tearing up my heart man
And it's like the past few couple years have been preparing me for all of this
But I haven't got my list
And I'm nearing on the precepice
Comin' fast, let's hope I miss
See me with the window tints
Guessing that I've been convinced
This shit will never be enough
Take some senzu beans and let's f*ckin' rip it up
Feelin' rejuvenated, camera shy to stupid famous
Wake me up when I made it, the money been automated
The flood is coming
Waves been new since I got all my homies quaking
Finally found the way, just back and be f*cking patient
Absent with my voice, ain't given no other choice
But here I come just rejoice, yeah
Let's just rejoice, yeah
Everything in my life is coming round now
And who the f*ck you think this is, won't turn my sound down
And there's a chance you probably heard my name from round town
But don't believe the shit, them people never knew the crown
24, it's like I'm keeping a score
Every year that goes on by, I'm just praying for some more, yeah
Wish I could relax, my back has gotten sore, yeah
Just waiting for a door

All good things fall apart
It ain't just me, just know I'm taking care
Letting my mind just be
Tired of being my own f*cking enemy, yeah
Need some brand new energy
It's like everything is finally starting to make sense
I don't care if it's a step, know that it's progress
And I know I'm gonna do it, might as well just jump in
Best believe I'm going strong, never stopping til we win