Dwisenhower - Fork in the Road Lyrics

Sitting in this muggy ass Subaru trap
Syringe caps scattered across the floor mats
Talking to myself like
Dwisenhower
Yo
Rock bottom ain't shit keep digging that well
When the water boils you're almost in hell
Curled up in fetal
With a bent ass needle
Dull, dull ass needle
Poking holes in ditch
Holes in wrist
Got holes in my feet to
Got wolves in the back seat to greet you
No one to speak to
Poked a hole a in my libido
All these bitches see through
Been awhile since got a dollar legal
Can't seem to find a sequel
Falling outta sequence
Chronic mental diseases
Keeping chronological secrets
Personality splitting into pieces
I didn't notice that i'm never sleeping
Never dreaming
Plug phone
Always beeping
I'm always f*cking fiendin'
Told em I only do dope on the weekends
All week I'm just tweaking
Serenity is a nice word
Word?
But i don't know the meaning
But i could probably write a thesis
Get taste for that blood
Hooked up, now releasing all of my leeches
Distorted sense of time
Running through seasons
Running round the clock
I'm a chase it either way i don't need a f*cking reason
Re up only time that cheesing
At the fork in the road I chose the sky
Seems everyone I know is broke inside
Only bump my songs with an open mind
A little glimpse into my hopeless life
At the fork in the road I chose the sky
Seems everyone I know is broke inside
Only bump my songs with an open mind
Now lemme tell ya what it's like when i don't get high
See my old friends I don't even say hey
I ain't getting rich but back in a rational headspace
Fully qualified to spread faith, love and hope
Can i save you?
No
I'm in love now, i finally found a me mate
Hold her down and put a smile on her face
My loyalty is sturdy n my focus dont break
They always gonna doubt I don't hear em anyway
I'm grown
I'm growing in spiritual way
Nowadays I pray and meditate
Talking to like minded motherf*ckers when i wanna conversate
Other mothaf*ckas probably think that I'm kinda lame
Not interested in fame
Nah when the game hits a drought Imma be rain
Grateful everyday how i wanna stay
Cleared the wreckage of past
Get the f*ck up out my way
Still a f*cking a savage
Screaming in your face
They steady scheming
Wanna see me noddin
Wanna see me leaning
Wanna see me fallin
Overcame my demons
Still spar with em often
Reminds me I'm never far from coffin
At the fork in the road most sold their soul
I chose the sky
I gotta go
I got stars to get lost in
At the fork in the road I chose the sky
Seems everyone I know is broke inside
Only bump my songs with an open mind
A little glimpse into my hopeful life
At the fork in the road I chose the sky
Seems everyone I know is broke inside
Only bump my songs with an open mind
A little glimpse into my hopeful life
Yeah