One Day (If That) Video (MV)

I get confused, discouraged
What am i worth?
Could ever i flourish?
Am i active in my well being or just lurking?
Will this heart ever stop hurting?
Can i stop to make sure if
Im fighting the curse or promoting its worship?
Glamorizing the worst of it
Will pushin til you heard my shit
Objectify the person in
The packaging, the marketing
Is my art getting saturated?
That's farthest thing
What i would've wanted when i went ahead n started this thing
Not tryna play a part or pick apart the puzzle I'm in
Water down my soul to find the hole where monetizing fits in
What a contradiction
A contra dance with my commitment
Am i forgetting?
I'm here to bring hope to the ones imprisoned
By broken emotions and drug addiction
More than a hustle got a bigger mission
More than a hustle i stick to my vision
We only have one day
If that
They told me think 2 moves ahead and
Always stay on your grind
But on the other hand
Take it one day at a time
Take it one day at a time
Take it one day at a time
Take it one day at a time
We only have one day
If that
Take it one day at a time
That's their favorite f*ckin line
Used to wonder why
Til it saved me a few hundred times
For awhile
My heart was headed for flat line
Til the they came n saved my life
Through every relapse I survived
Work through the self deceit
My lonely lies
And did it all for free?
How greedy it would be if i didn't give back what was freely given to me?
I'm off of the dope
I'm off street
And when i get home
I find myself lost in a beat
The feeling i was chasing
Was always available
Wanted some internal peace
Instead of stoking the furnace and feeding the beast
Through taking suggestions and breaking obsessions i finally found relief
I finally found relief
We only have one day
If that
They told me think 2 moves ahead and
Always stay on your grind
But on the other hand
Take it one day at a time
Take it one day at a time
Take it one day at a time
Take it one day at a time