51/50, Pt. 2 (Time to Dye) Video (MV)

Yeah I'm depressed
Yeah my life's a mess
It's nothin but stress
I Cut myself to decompress
All that I've done
Can't be undone
I only get this one
Never won
I Always lost

Giving up and putting my life on pause
Ready to take one
From my gun
To my temple
To My mind
Im mental
I Can't seem to get to the next level

I just want to f*cking DyE
Rather say f*ck it and give up
Im always f*ckin stuck
Can't go no further
My Body's breaking down
Life's a bitch
Ya die
That's why
I don't try
They wonder why I'm always concentrating suicide

Everyone thought i was faking
But inside my head my world was breaking
Seems like nothing could hold it together for me
Until i found drugs it was a safe haven
Mistaken for a bitch
UnTill i put ya ass in a 6 ft ditch

You know I might be different now but I'm still dead inside and if I don't make it...
F*ck it