You can't forget it not the sounds not the screams that shit'll haunt you in you dreams
It's nothing out the ordinary for the life of a dope fiend
They say I changed my life around but they never knew I was faking my smile
Living life while I watch the bodies pile from the ground up
Blood on my hands but you wouldn't understand
Never knew I could do such a thing
Thinking I could've been anything
Doubted about life come around me I'll show you my evil side
You'll be stunned while you watch that knife slide up out your gut
I won't give a f*ck ya just another body in my trunk
I'm that devil with the foot on the pedal bitch I f*ck with heavy metal 666
F*ck ya crucifix look up to the sky while you die by this lunatic
Bitch
Been feeling so empty
Trying drown my sorrow
Hoping I wont see tomorrow's sunrise
Mixing alprazolam with my henny
I'ma be the cause of my own demise
So please don't be surprised
When the coroner cuts open my body
Nothing but piles of sludge where lungs and liver once were
Never been a killer
But I'll drop my own body
Blood pools around
And I start to shiver
Got to tired of existence
1000 bad habits
But my life's the only thing I'll ever give up
Everybody saying I should change my ways
But I don't give a
Continue on this path of self destruction
Only thing I want in life is an early grave
I don't why I be this way
Must be something wrong up in my brain
But that's okay yeah that's okay
Put a fake smile on my face pretending everything okay