100 Kay 100 blades
100 Kay 100 blades
100 blades 100 blades
100 Kay 100 ways I'ma die today
100 blades on my wrist
Cut me up wont feel a thing
Ain't even off the drugs
But I'm feeling f*cking numb again
White powder on a plate
Lined up snort it all away
Just so I could feel something
But it don't take away the pain
Its a slow death death
Young god self mutilate
My god I'm going insane
Feeling worthless I'ma waste of space
100 Kay 100 blades
100 Kay 100 blades
100 blades 100 blades
100 Kay 100 ways I'ma die today
Pour myself another cup
Filling it up doubling up
Pop that Xanax to level out
I'm always freaking with no drugs I start the tweaking never thinking wait while the pain sinks in
F*ck
Analyze my fantasies
Wanting my dreams to become reality
Would it fix my pain though
Thinking I should jump up out this window
I'll never win no
My life's a joke put my neck inside that rope hang till my last breath creeps up out my lungs
Think I'm joking I laughed while I told my girl I wanted to die
Laughed harder when she started to cry
I don't know why I want to die
But that's all I know till I jump up out this window or pull that trigger oh