White Lines Video (MV)

Nothing will ever change
Never ready for another day
Nothing will ever change
Why do I have to feel this way

Looking in my mind my conscious only wants them white lines
Drugs be the only thing to pass the time
Wondering why I'm still alive
Thinking how long I'll survive
I could die during the night or end it before tonight

Nothing will ever change
Never ready for another day
Nothing will ever change
Why do I have to feel this way
I'm so psychotic
Grab the gun an cock it
Close my eyes pull the trigger let it blast and push my skull back
Don't care about an afterlife I'm just tired of living life
Can't pull myself together but I guess I'm giving up now

All my thoughts keep me up at night
All night
Tried to suppress them with a couple lines
But that didn't really work out right
Damn
Walked outside
Bathed in moonlight
Luna steal my soul if it still resides
Still resides inside
Close my eyes
Its so peaceful in the darkness
Feel alive feel alive now that's a lie
That's a lie
Feeling fine feeling fine now that's a lie
F*cking lie
Searching for some purpose but I can't find
Why
Constant existential crisis so stressful it make me cry
Crying
Wonder why I wonder why I gotta carry this burden
If I do another year I hope it'll be worth it but hope the one thing that always leave me hurting