Can't seem to find what I keep seeing in you
Can't leave behind the things you put me through
I spent my time, now I don't know what to do
Kept me pinned down, don't know how much I can take
Spin me around until you get me to break
Don't make a sound, you always know what to say to me
Just quit making me give in
To everything that you want me to be
Because I'm starting to rip at the seams
I'm losing sight just to end up between
Pleasing you and living for me
You kicked me out, abandoned everything, everything
I don't want to pretend you weren't there for me, there for me
Negating all the things that you said to me, it ain't meant to be
Because the waters are getting insane
They will carry me through the restless sea
Please just let me be
Cast-away into the world, leave it all behind
Thought that it would fix things, but you're so, so blind
Every time, I ain't put up with your fights
You would never see my sight, now I'm exiled from your life
Now I'm on my own, holding on to this
Thought I was so strong, then I lost my grip
Tried to fix everything, but then we split
Should've stayed up out the mix, now I ain't f*cking with your clique
F*ck everything that you want me to be
And now I'm starting to rip at the seams
Picking fights just to end up between
Losing you and remembering me