Yeah I understand this probably will never work
Cause nobody has me in their plans
And that's just something I have to understand
And even if it hurts I just gotta write
I just gotta make my music
I just gotta go and prove it
Cause everybody hates and it hurts sometimes but
You know you f*cked me over
I don't care anymore
People hate and you might call her a hoare but that doesn't make you perfect
That doesn't make you perfect
Nobodys perfect but god and I understand that now
I understand that now cause all the negativity pushes me forward
I got my back to the wall and I'm ready to floor it
If she goes ahead and says no then god please give me a reason to adore it cause
I've been prayin for this everynight
Want this girl so bad my mind turned to a fight yeah
This shit got me so depressed even on sunday I didn't wanna write
I didn't wanna write
All I was doing was thinking about her
And pouting, and, and pouting
And thinking about my words and lines I wrote the day prior
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna be like this
I don't wanna be always pissed
I don't wanna change myself
I don't wanna change myself to appeal to one person
You're perfect you're perfect you're so perfect
I don't know what I could say but
I know this might never work
I know this might never work
I think I need to go back to church and connect with god cause
All these thoughts running in my mind aren't healthy
None of them are healthy
I mean my last girl cheated and that ain't cool but I
I don't know why I was such a fool that night
I don't know what I could say to you to make you happy
I don't know what I could do to make you happy
I'm so sorry Abby, I'm so sorry
Yeah people hate, people hate
I just gotta understand that people are so fake
People hate, people hate, people hate
I'm sorry Abby