Dymforreal - Don't Leave Me Here Lyrics

Like what I tryna say I made her fade away
It's all my fault, I just do this to myself
Growin' to attached yeah screw myself
Screw my f*ckin' mental health
Screw all these bitches that just want me for my PayPal
I guess you can call that my wealth
Grindin' every single night from ages twelve to thirteen
So I can make this money I guess you can call it the green
But I aint doin' any drugs I don't puff on the green
Your man was a fiend I sip on some lean
Then pop some perks and some xans and I start to lean
I'm shootin' all you motherf*ckin' haters down like a marine
Why you all gotta be mean
I'm here for anyone that needs it
Yeah bitch I bleed it
I wish I could buy my own food
My mom cant afford it
Sometimes I go hungry
I wish I could be like trump all this sadness deport it
All these people flexin' on me with yeezys well I guess I cant afford it
Yeah, lets take a trip inside my mind all these emotions explore em
All these emotions explore em
I just adore em because they make me who I am
Lately I've been wonderin' if god has a plan for me
Because lately he's been making me feel down
I look to the sky he just shuts me down
Take away my depression
Lord oh lord take away my depression right now

See there was a girl that was perfect
We liked all the same things
But I was dating someone else she started dating my friend
I blocked her for that
Damn that's just makin' me numb
Never met someone more perfect
I guess she didn't like me
I could have flown out there some day
But now I just made you fade away
I'm sorry Althea, for the shit that I put you through
Yeah I'm sorry Althea
I don't know what I needed to prove to my self
What was I tryna prove to my self?
I love you girl you are my world but I love that girl to