Dymforreal - Why Does It Hurt Lyrics

Why does it hurt
Why do I feel all the pain
Why do I try to refrain
I just need to maintain my dam brain
Before I feel all these drugs in my veins
Lookin' outside look at the rain
Because it's something I can do
To void my depression
To void all this pressure
Before they lay me out on the stretcher
Want a new bitch yeah I fetch her
Dissin' me 'cause I don't have a lot of shoes
Dam I'll go cop my some sketchers
When we playin' baseball I'm always the catcher
Makin' this money I bet ya
Bet my life on that
Bet five hundred f*ckin' nights on that
That's why I right these raps
Got a lot of pain, yeah I put it in the music
Bitch said no, I tried to not lose
You man, aye
I guess he thought he was gonna abuse it
Gonna just use it
I'm gonna pay for the cruises
All of these lines and emotions just fusin'
All of these mans you been choosing
But none of them are me
And since then I just can't let my self f*ckin' be
I just want to be me
But you took that away from me the day you said no
And I can't blame you for that
You had a man and I insulted him
Dam