Dynem - Outro II Lyrics

What you think I do
At twelve A.M.
I lay in bed and grip
The pen tight as I can
Writin' til the sun shine in
My room where light is mainly dim
There aint much brightness
Cause I cannot write
When I get tense
I'm only at my best inside
My den with nothing
But the wind's company
Conditions that are comforting
In the midst of human suffering
If anybody's wondering
Yes I'm still recovering
2017
I shoulda changed into another me
But I aint got no urgency

Three semesters in at college
To be honest not the fondest
Under grad
Bummer Dad
I could make a difference but I'd
Rather rap
Blame it on my attitude I second that
Curtis Chase and Brent and Brock
I'm rappin' so we all surpass
Millennials
It's a trap
Riley's gonna face it if
I don't attack
Society with nails in
A wooden bat
Lookin' back
Compliancy aint what produced
Eleven tracks
In January
Need a record
Check the pad
Art of fact

I pull inspiration from my habitat
Everything I see I hear
I taste and touch included
This is not an act
If you want authentic you will get it
But you critics askin' stupid things
Got no sense of music
Let's go

Universal appeal
Go listen to a poser if
You ain't about that real
I am hurtful
I deal
With every bit of what
I've been through
You steal cause
You are not skilled
Reciting aint a talent punk
We know you didn't write it
You hide it like it's private
But nobody kept it quiet
Lie
Ignore
Deny it
As if anyone'll buy it

Yeah
Dynem-achine
Washed up
Try clean
Do I gotta cuss
Nah I'm nineteen
And my mom said
I can but NF don't
Geez
Maybe I should do the
Right thing taught me
By my Grandpa
G R A N D P
Aye
I bet you've watched me
Grow from the gates
Amazed at the pace
The momentum
Dang
You prolly never
Saw me as an MC
Wait

Could it be
I'm spittin' on the road
That you paved
Could it be
My rappin' is a
Source of your shame
Huh
Navigating through a valley
With you out the scene
Is discouraging
But overall it motivates me
To do it cause's proven
That it elevates me
When I'm angry
I don't hesitate
I find an empty page
And I spray til I've drained
Every pinch of my rage
On a slate then it's on
To the next crusade

I possess dreams that are genuine
You embody greed
You're ambiguous
Yeah the grind is strenuous
I don't mind rigorous
I despise ignorance
Hence why I jive you
You rely on funds you
Idiot

I've spent three thou
Prolly more like six now
I just dropped a project
And I'm writin' this
Wow
How am I not burnt out
How can I work round
Two jobs
One house
When my momma's let down
Cause I made a vow bout a year ago
Found
Medic on the internet
Knew that I'd pounce
On the rap game
Wound up shakin' the ground
Famous
I like how that sounds
Dynem

You are not a threat to me
I don't care what you believe
Music is the only thing
I'm worried bout
Disagree
I will succeed
My outlet is my everything
Serenity
The paper I paint all the anger
Is therapy
It's there for me
Nothin' you could offer
Would replace it
My escape is
All I have
Celebrated
Dedicated
Ima make it
Loved or hated
Play the tape or desecrate it
I will still be validated
For the skill
Can't debate it so embrace it