Dynem - Profess Lyrics

Dylan I really want you to
Come home
You haven't been here in a
Long time
I really miss you

Dear the ones I'm missin'
I've been thinkin' bout you
Round the clock
I try not to make it seem like
I don't wanna be involved
I know I've been slippin' y'all
Yeah this is Dylan takin' fault
Abby Bubba's with ya
Sis I'll pick up every time you call

No one ever said it'd be so hard
As an adult
A part of me is bitter knowin' that Frame of mind is false
I've grown into my flawed flesh
Closed the shop on God
Spiritually my walk has come Abruptly to a halt
But pause all the talk of woe is me
You've seen me fall
But you ain't seen me for so long Cause I put up a wall
Yeah what a solid job I've done
Abandoning my mom
Forgive me girls, I never meant
For both of you to watch

Your brother ditch his family for the
Lover that he lost
April I ain't dissin' you, that's just What our love cost
Me a lot of stuff that still has yet to
Be resolved
Much in which I answer to Whenever you're brought up
The time I shoulda managed
But I didn't cause I had
Someone to sit with
At Vineyard couple meters
From the pulpit
We were culprits
Teenagers who hugged and kissed
In front of friends
Caught a glimpse of what
We coulda coulda coulda been

In a sense the both of us
Were innocent
Til one of us got too concerned with
What belonged on our hands
Our wedding plans and havin' kids
Retirin' with millions once SAO had
Made it big
Maybe it was overwhelmin'
Used to get some cold feet
Discussing it on Pipkin
I wanted commitment
You wanted to distance
Yours and my L O V E
Til you and me were ended
Now there ain't no we in wed since DNA is split

Yeah
Dear the ones I'm missin'
I've been busy workin'
Round the clock
Enrolled at Polk where every teacher Hasn't taught only mocked
A student that is unafraid
To scoff if someone sets him off
Little do they know
Their every word is what I jot
Cool while I'm in class but
In my head I'm never calm
Anxiety will make me prompt
It also quakes the bomb
Festering internally
Translated through a song
Originally intended to be
About my mom

Abby when I heard you plead for me
I nearly bawled
Weeped to the point of
Kneeling down
Being forced to crawl
Back in bed where I could
Shed my tears and no one
Would gawk
But cowering won't numb your
Guilt and shame much less resolve
The bonds that you have strained
By avoiding pain you've caused
I don't wanna frighten you
I believe you're strong-willed
Built to stand tall
Unlike your brother, take after
Our mother's
Thousand grains of salt
Wisdom by the drop

Mommy know it all Abby
Listen when she talk Abby
Everybody's flawed Abby
Everybody falls
But everyone don't have
Their momma waitin' with a cloth
And gauze in case the
Bleeding gonna need a ton to
Mommy know it all Abby
Listen when she talk Abby
Everybody's flawed Abby
Everybody falls
But everyone don't have
Their momma waitin' with a cloth
And gauze in case the
Bleeding gonna need a ton to stop