Dynem - Suppress Lyrics

Twenty-Seventeen was rough man
This is me, addressin' something' that I've
Locked away for the last
Nine and a half months
Universal

Yeah
Better off without you now that I ain't draggin' you along
Blocked you on my media, I don't need you to respond
I can't focus on myself when you the one I'm dwellin' on
Why you gotta stick around
I want you, want you, want you gone
I bet you been talkin' like you dumped me
You'd be in the wrong
We both know that you refused to let me break down any walls
Also you accused me as if I was comin' on too strong
Girl you started it when you requested from me a massage

Tempted while I did it
We were in it for a minute
Then I quit it cause we didn't have the romance
To go with it

You were missin' Will
It was difficult to deal
Even though your fate was sealed
Dang, I never told you

I knew that we were done so I met up with my ex to
Discuss if I could do anything
But it fell through
We wouldn't talk again til a week just before June
Later that night I got one last text from you
"Have a nice life"
What a clever way to conclude
A season I tried hard to suppress what I went through
A season I tried hard to suppress what I went through

Yeah
Brooke and me were closer than we've ever been with anyone
Slid in the dm's, it's a method I used to confront
A lady I was crushin' on about a month when school begun
I saw somethin' in her that I'd never seen in anyone
Compassion helpin' others, treating' those in need with grace and love
D***** musta come from the heavens
I put her above
Everybody else I wasn't stressin' cause she was enough
No one's ever listened like she did
I could open up

Despite our differences
Ma I love ya
Girl you taught me trust
The type of bond that we had is suttin' no one's breakin' up
If you ever need a shoulder I am here just hit me up
Even when we're older and you're married
You can hit me up

Gotta keep it real
It's so difficult to deal
Even though our fate is sealed
Dang, I never told you

She knew I got your letter
It upset her
Said I better put it
Straight into the shredder
Then I chose to dispose it
With the rest
Of our keepsakes, regret of mine to this day
Now I'm empty handed without either of you
It's a shame no matter what I said I'd already lost you
No matter what I said I'd already lost you

A season I tried hard to suppress what I went through