E. Ame$ - PRAY FOR ME Lyrics

There's no mirror mirror for me its broken and Shattered
Why I keep seemin to fall down
When so far up the ladder
I'm hopin to master
Holdin on to the shit that really matter
But keep f*ckin up
Like what the f*ck is the f*ckin matter
Instant gratification I'm facin every day
When I should be strayin
I'm playin w my sins
I know god been waiting patiently
He pray for me
More than I care to take the steps
To awaken the beast
I'm sitting dormant i'm your father snoring
On the couch at 4 in the morning
After a night of liquor pourin
I'm your favorite faded uncle show up
F*ck up all the fun
Like why he can't just be chillin
He do this all the time
Pray to get better by day
Back faded end of the night
Wake up refreshed again
But all over at the same time
Try hard to break the circle
The cycle just keep you in line
I know that I'm the one hurting
But cant seem to free my mind
I cant seem to free my mind
My family got addicts who actin
Like shit dont matter
And fill it with laughter
But it do not freeze the time
Your family the same ignoring they problems
Make it lil harder to see their brain
To ease the pain just tell em you see em
And season change
But maybe this winter been goin too long
Smokin w asthma been f*ckin my lungs
I just want you to see where we went wrong
We all some addicts but hardly attone
(But hardly attone)

I'll pray for you if you pray for me
Need all real love not your sympathy
Was in the mud lift me up and wash me clean
Nobody else can do it I gotta set me free
I'll pray for you if you pray for me
Need all real love not your sympathy
Was in the mud lift me up and wash me clean
Nobody else can do it I gotta set me free

Will we get lost in time
Will our name ring after the lights
Will we drink till the bottle is gone
And smoke till the end of the light
I been asking what's the cost
Subconsciously know its my life
So do I just keep on goin
Or face my problems and fight

I'm facing these problems with 99 bottles
I wish i could solve why I'm wired like this
But instead ima call on myself
To get outta this shit
I love being intoxicated
Not gone say ima addict but while I'm at it
Ima manic dont panic
My plan is to get up up off my shit
And plan my advantage
I'm on terms with sandman
The worse nightmare
But in the form of a human
The truth is I couldn't seem to stop if I wanted
I know it cs I tried and I failed
But ima keep on goin
Cs my sisters watchin
My nieces and nephews will soon be following
I'm with all of it
I'll face the withdrawals if it means
I'm startin a new cycle
Live everyday but only one life
So I gotta rewrite it

We often believe in the things we consume
More than we believe in our own energy
Constantly putting ourselves in a position
To see no growth
Evolution is a way of life Change is constant
And we are matter
Even the smallest unit of measurements atoms
Are ever moving
You've been still for too long
GO

I'll pray for you if you pray for me
Need all real love not your sympathy
Was in the mud lift me up and wash me clean
Nobody else can do it I gotta set me free
(I gotta set me free)
(I gotta set me free)