The Summary Video (MV)

What's the point of making all of these beats
What's the point of writing all these v's
What's the point of saving all my receipts
So I can go back any look at all of the money I'll never see

I'm just writing down the summary
So don't and try to pull the rug from under me
I'm doin my thing, livin my life
And I pray to god that that's never taken from my sight yea

What the f*ck you think is goin on
I'm just havin fun, sipping a glass and writing a song
Counting my money imma have to spend on tuition
Only going to college so my dreams can come to fruition

Only doing this shit to make my parents happy
I'm the only one who cares what happens to me
Screaming f*ck summer because I'm tired of working
Ask myself every day should I keep going is it worth it

Probably not but imma do it anyway
Cause it's better than goin throwing my life away
The truth is, I'm never quiet, got something to say
But I'd rather hold my silence than ruin someone else's day

Times are changing, so are people I grew up with
Now I feel like I'm too old for all the f*ck shit
Dealing with problems that never should have existed
You had your chance to say your side but you missed it

Recently, I been drinkin a little too much
I find it easier to sleep after I hold the cup
I been feelin down, been a while since I been up
Maybe I need to see someone, who actually gives a f*ck?

Maybe I'm just being dramatic
Or maybe I'm not cause lately, my visions been static
You got skeletons in your closet, I got a graveyard in my attic
I hide my problems, like a f*ckin addict

Reflection...
Like, what's a person though
Conscious mass that just take stuff personal
Say that I'm a jerk we'll hold up first of all
Everybody different with the social enthusiasm
Some people really nice and mine was sarcasm
Come from a background where that didn't matter
I went to a place where there feelings would shatter
I had good intentions but y'all had it backwards (damn)

I'm a beast gone
Same except different with the Js on
Accepted I was different with the 8 chromes
With the fade Leshun please get the lines drawn (yeah)

What's the worst for me is we would be friends if you had more maturity
We would be friends if I had a real urgency
If you wait for me to come to you that don't work for me
But Y'all could work for me

Businessman, medicine, it don't matter, I will win
Straight from aggressiveness and passionate excellence
Who you really reckon with, I say my shit so eloquent

Tunes... let the name shine
Wasted 5 years on a half dime
No Ls, know why? Got my next girl, full dime, real woman, strong mind that'll last a lifetime

I'm a social guy my first word was hi
But as of right now I'll give a laconic reply
Love to rap shit that's just part of my mind
Feel like Ye, years ahead but way behind
I gotta lotta work to do and I'll be tryin'
Deleted social media-I was wasting my time
Now I'm an ill mind that just got harder to find