I've been lost in a sea where I've won too many
Drinking till the clock strikes two or three
But now I'm breaking free from this cycle
Leaving behind the wasted nights
And finally feeling alive
I pick up my blue and head towards the fight
Say goodbye to the darkness inside
I'm tired of running from my past
I'll leave it all behind me at last
I've been haunted by the ghosts of four
Memories that I can't ignore
But now I'm facing them head on
Taking back control
Finding where I belong
I pick up my blue and head towards the six
Say goodbye to the darkness inside
I'm tired of running from my past
I'll leave it all behind me at last
Seven days a week I fight the urge
To drown my sorrows and not emerge
From the shadows that once held me down
I'll rise above wearing my victory crown
I pick up my blue and head towards the eight
Say goodbye to the darkness inside
I'm tired of running from my past
I'll leave it all behind me at last
I'll keep counting the numbers
One through ten
Each one symbol of where I've been
But now I'm moving forward
Feeling so alive
Leaving behind the wasted nights of rainy nights
I'll keep counting the numbers
One through ten
Each one a symbol of where I've been
But now I'm moving forward
Feeling so alive
Leaving behind the wasted nights ready to thrive