They tell me to move on, it's time to let go
But the scars from my past still put on a show
Tried to bury the pain, keep it deep inside
But it haunts my nights, nowhere left to hide
I try not to remember, but it's hard to forget
The hurt and the anger, the tears and regret
Growing up confused, didn't know who I was
Who I liked, who I loved, couldn't understand the cause
Violated and broken, lost in the night
A kid's innocence shattered, now I'm ready to fight
Searching for myself in a world so cold
Trying to heal from the stories untold
I try not to remember, but it's hard to forget
The hurt and the anger, the tears and regret
Growing up confused, didn't know who I was
Who I liked, who I loved, couldn't understand the cause
But I'm finding my way, step by step, day by day
With each breath I take, I'm pushing the pain away
Learning to love, learning to trust
Rebuilding my life from the ruins and dust
I try not to remember, but it's hard to forget
The hurt and the anger, the tears and regret
Growing up confused, didn't know who I was
Who I liked, who I loved, couldn't understand the cause
I try not to remember, but it's hard to forget
The hurt and the anger, the tears and regret
Growing up confused, didn't know who I was
Who I liked, who I loved, couldn't understand the cause
They tell me to move on, it's time to let go
But healing takes time and I need it to grow
Piece by piece, I'm finding my peace
And one day I'll be free